Author name: Andrew

Today, October 28, 2014 marks 14 days since Caleb has passed but more importantly it has been 15 full days […]

Finding words is perhaps the most difficult aspect of trying to describe the aftermath of losing Caleb. In the first

Here I am at 7:30 am preparing for my day checking my work email, personal email, Facebook notifications and another

Because of social media, word traveled fast about my son Caleb. My wife made a plea early on Facebook for

The decision to have a fish pond is not without controversy in our home. This journal entry comes with a

After experiencing the “Darkness of the Pond” that night Caleb passed away, I knew nothing would stop by determination to destroy it.

This entry starts with the Pennsylvania state police returning my security camera PC October 21, 2014. The recordings of which

A few days before Caleb passed away, I remember being in my bedroom and I started to hear what sounded

It’s December 25, 2014. I awoke today about 5:30 AM without the ability to fall back to sleep. This is

I sit here searching the depths of my sorrow. Confined in a dungeon against my will. The fission of my